from here to eternity
When I am giving myself reiki, I often enter a state of meditation. [Truth be told, it’s usually deeper than I am able to go when I am actually trying to meditate.] Last night, during my reiki session, I lost my sense of I and became one with an infinite, black, starry universe. It was incredible. The tears were rolling down my cheeks and I wanted the moment to last forever.
Of course, it didn’t. It stopped as soon as I started thinking, “This must be what I’ve read about! I wonder what I did “right” this time? How do I get into this state again?” Sheesh .. Clearly I am a master at living in the moment.